I’m skyping with that little brat now while I’m preparing for the meeting at the head office tomorrow. It’s the only thing keeping me sane, talking to my little sister. I just sent her those photos of us at the audi show and she’s whining like a baby now. Hah! But yea, she could have attend another one with us next week but she chose not to come back, so too bad V! Speaking of which, met a few clients at that show as well, the time I spent on talking to them is even longer than the show itself. Old habits can’t change.
Oh, and I showed her the photos that was taken at Kyle’s birthday at Pangaea too. Telling her all the dramas happened, that Ash and Kyle end up kissing each other, and how dead they were that Ben took Kyle back while I had to drag Ash home. That dude really need to lose some weight man! Gosh, I almost wanted to just throw him at the hotel but being the super sweet girlfriend of his, I sent him home. BFF. Haha!
Never fail to think of you whenever I’m not working, wondering if you ever feel the same like I do still. Misses the boy. :c
“I had enough of everything” is an understatement of whatever that I’m feeling right now. Too much things to go through the tiny mind of mine.
1) I haven’t seen josh for weeks because I don’t know how to break the news to him,yet. I’m not leading him on, I just needed a little bit more time to come up with the best solution to all these shit.
2) My investigator is doing a lousy job in locating that online stranger that I “knew” previously. Honestly, those guys that I met can’t even answer my questions on those messages, the only clue that I am left with that will lead me to the right guy. I needa meet him and tell him how sorry I am for everything horrible that I’ve done to him. Le sigh.
3) The new office! Ugh:c
4) The love-hate r/s with Ed, need I say more? :’/
The only thing that I’m actually feeling good about it would be the bacholette trip that we’ve came up for our Dajie. I know it’s boring to e visiting Europe again but whatever! It’s gonna be an awesome trip because everything would be impromptu. Meaning we can choose when, where and how long to spend in a city. Hawaii, Paris, Venice, Amdesterdam, Spain, Greece, Switzerland, NY, Norway, & a secret place:/ Aiming to finish this trip in two months but I guess it might be a little hard but oh wells it doesn’t matter. Mixed feelings for this whole plan because after all these are done, we would be back for the wedding. I’m happy for Nessa but it just feel weird for us, probably because I would be away for my degree soon after her wedding. I don’t know how long I would be away from here but I know there’s nothing worth making me staying on. The future would be uncertain, but I would do my best to bring out the best of me. Hopefully by then, I would be ready to move on to the next stage of my life in UK.
Been burying myself with work, setting up the new office with the partners and tying up all loose ends. Will be good in another week or so I guess? What’s left will be fengshui settings in the office and choosing an auspicious date for the ceremony.
Will be attending Audi Fashion Week this Friday night with the family. Everyone in the family is going with a partner so I’m gonna go with Ashie, since we would be attending Kyle’s birthday party after that.
I’m about to give up searching for you,my friend. For the past two weeks, I’ve met a number of men that I thought was you but somehow the feeling just won’t right. Guess its a sign that I should stop wasting my money and that I should just live with it, am I right stranger?
2.49am, 26 April 2012
No news from the investigator.
Haven’t found a way to solve the problem.
And missing you.
I’ve been lying on my bed for the past hour, trying to sleep. But it seems to be impossible with such shocking news in my head. Le sigh. I don’t know what to do now:(
I knew that last year was bad and I owe you an apology. I really don’t know if what I felt for you was real or just an illusion, maybe I was too obsessed with something new and wanted a change in my life. But honestly, I don’t remeber a thing now. I’m really sorry for everything that happened and it’s impossible for me to make things right with you. I wanted to call you up for coffee so that we could finally meet for the first time, to show you my sincerity. But it seems like I don’t have your number anymore. I can only leave it to the PI because I really want to meet you in person, be it the first or the last time. I owe you an apology and a closure. That’s the least I could do to redeem myself from the past. I was told not to be too hopeful about it because there’s not much information about you. But in any case, I just want to apologized for the hurt that was caused. Sorry boy.
Finally we’re down to some plans on our mind on what to do for dajie’s last night as an eligible bacholette. Here’s what we have:
1) The Ngs sisters (maybe with our mum as well) will head over to Amsterdam for some real crazy fun. But of course, that would be a good 2 weeks partying and enjoying over there.
2) Book the place and get everyone to rock the club together.
3) Just a normal girls’ night/nights out with the close babes. And of course maybe booze? Haha. This option is kinda tricky because we wanna cover all the clubs in sg where all our friends are at. First stop would be zouk for the headstart.
Headache:(
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Everything seems right for the past few days while you were back in town. You spent your Sunday with my family for our family day. I went over to your place for dinner because I picked up your mum after her shopping just like how I used to do it whenever she calls. Ended up spending the night over at your place because it’s too late for me to drive home from Katong and you were too lazy to send me back. Walked out to the steamboat place that’s just outside of your place in the middle of the night, just because you wanted something to munch on. Why does everything seem to be just the same as how it used to be? That night, we had so much to say, unlike the past whereby we’ll both be on our laptops doing our work even though we’re together. We both agreed that it’s really hard for both of us to move on from this relationship, especially having each other around. But it’s even harder for us to let this go without each other’s presence!
I’ll never forget the moment you went, ” ey baby, can you pass me the meatballs?” Doubt you realised that, but that slip of tongue, simply made my week better.
With love,
T.
Is it true that all relationships require sex to maintain it?
A couple cannot be together just because they ain’t having “good/enjoyable sex” together?
It would be sad if that’s the case.
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